Why must it be that, when one thing starts to go wrong.. Every other thing will follow suit? & yet, when it comes.. It comes down hard.

I've been labelled "strong", in terms of emotions, due to what I've been through. But how come all i do is cry? How come i don't feel strong, at all? Somehow, somewhat, this time it just seems so much harsher than before.
Maybe because all these while, people keep lying to me just to safeguard my feelings. But yet this time, the truth is being thrown to me straight to the face. Or maybe, i was just too damn pampered. Whatever it is, i certainly do not feel strong at all. I certainly do not feel like i can go through this. Because right now, all i wanna do is just to go away & never come back again.
=_(