Things have been ok.Except for the occasional squabbling and shouting.Yes..Shouting has become an occasional routine for me and him.So..Plans for the wkend?Sat going to my cousins house.Cause it's his son's birthday.Den donno where to go..Sunday, will probably be going to Woodlands, to meet the old peeps..Miss them too much.Well, i'll be going only if Gemok permits.We'll see how lah kan.Hmmm..And now..I'm sleepy.I've finished everything dat needed to be finished.And now i'm bored at my desk.."Boss, can i sleep?"
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Saya cume malas je.. bkn nye ade pape..Sorry eh..Lain kali saya update okehh..Selamat Pagi.:)
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Whoa.. Check out this link and go try do the quiz..Not really impossible..Only irritating..Go on..Try It.
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I think the whole internet system is out to get me.I've been trying for the past few days to log in to blogger, and it keeps giving me the error page..Friendster is giving me a blank page everytime i log in.Somethings fishy.And I'm gonna find it!Hahahahaha.I'm bored and getting fatter by the moment.I've found a group of new chat frens.Not really frens, just a bunch of ppl trying to find ghosts.And they question me lots when i told them i'm from Singapore.Cause they're all "ANG-MOHS"..Hahaha..Gemok got a PSP.And is pissing me off..24/7 with his PSP.Now xbox dnt care oredi..All he cares is about his PSP.Urgh.One day i'm gonna ban all games of all sorts from this house.And pray tell, i will definitely do it!AKU BORING LAH OI!!!((Oooohh.. going to a cat show this Sat. YAY!!))
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I've just finished editing my frenster profile.Creating my own skin to be exact.haaaaa..And i'm oh so satisfied.Finally i've completed editing something,without just giving up midway through the whole thing.Feels so great.And now..I'm going to try to create my own blogskin.wakakakaka.Lets hope i succeed!
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I'm currently breathing heavily like a dog.And shivering like a mad person.All because of my asthma.Now i'm wondering whether i can make it out for this Sat's outing.Let's just hope i'll get better k babes.Haiz.
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Weekend has been a chaos.Started of nicely on a Friday.went to Jp with the intention of catching a movie.But was held back to not having any good shows available.And sumpah,i think my Gemok has been possesed.Cause out of no where, he suddenly asked me.."Brape ah buku Harry Potter yang baru tu??"I was like.. "Eyyy??Why you ask?""Nothing. Tanye je."So of course being me,i probed on more.i keep asking him why and stuffs till he definitely gt annoyed.And then he told me,He was thinking of buying for me the book.I was like "WHAT??!!""eh..kau sape?kau bkn Gemok aku lah...And he just laughed at me.Stupid.Sumpah sak, I seriously think he was possessed or something.And so,yeah..he did buy for me the Harry Potter book.But not the "Deathly Hallows" one.He bought for me the half-blood prince one.Well duh,tkkn aku nk g baca Deathly Hallows before reading the previous one kan.And he has promised to buy for me the latest version next week..Yay!And sadly, i finished the book in 11hrs.From 8pm till 7 am the nxt morning.Yesssss,all 768 pages of the book.All finito.Yes, aku gelojoh..Aku tau.But i'm a bookworm actually.(another fact of me)And once i get my hands on any book, that will be my entire priority for maybe the next few days.And now,i've gt nothing to do..Haizzz..Oh yeah..Kawan aku baru bersalin!aku nak g hospital skg!nanti aku update lagi!bye!
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Hmm..What to blog about?I'm not so sure actually.But things have been "haywire" these few days.Things that shudn't have happened at all..Well,And as usual..It was His fault.Guys,Never stop to think how we feel.Never stop to think of the consequences.That's just one think i hate about them.Never think.Just do.Then when things start to go wrong,then they will start saying stupid stuffs.I'll just have to live with this life.I chose it.And i'm sure not gonna go back on my word.Unlike him.Sheesh.
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Sometimes i wonder..whther it's me or the frens that i have.The truth is, i try so hard to keep the frenship going, but all they seem to do is forget about me.I'm sick.I'm tired.I'm sick and tired of always putting up a happy smile to people i don't really like.I don't mean to be a jerk.But if u can't see how much i'm trying to keep our so-called "friendship alive",why should i bother anymore right?Yes,it was partially my fault in the first place.I went back to Jurong instead of still being at Wdlds with u guys.But, what do u expect me to do?i've got a family here.And it was probably my fault again,for listening to him when he doesn't let me go and mit u guys.But again, what can i do?He's going to be my husband soon.And obviously right now, is not the best time to hang out like before.I have to work, to make all the preparations.But if u still can't understand that,Then i guess u're not a fren at all.Maybe i'm better off alone.With just Gemok.
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I have this strange markings on my thighs,arms and backs.It's like a small vampire-teeth-bite marks.It just appeared out of nowhere.And i wasn't the only 1 affected.Gemok was also complaining about the bite marks.eeeeee..Scary..Hahaha.And yes.I've just beaten Gemok at Counter Strike(CS) again.And he is just so pissed off right now!Hahahaha.Cause he never thought i would ever beat him at CS.EVER!And now,I finally can gloat!!Wkakakakakakakaka!!I So Love Him Right Now!
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Should I or Should I Not??Even if i were to go, i won't be able to enjoy myself..Because all i do while i'm there, is think of how angry he'll be if i went out without him.So what am i supposed to do.I badly want to go..To enjoy myself and meet friends.But being the usual him, firstly he wouldn't want to go..secondly he won't let me go, even if i were to go with my own brother.He will be saying stuffs like,"Da lah.. not our time to go to these types of things anymore..I feel like saying "Speak for yourself Mister. I'm still young."But again,Me trying to be the "Isteri Mithali", i'll just sit at home, and just do nothing while he sits in the room playing games.I so badly wanna go!Ugh.Guess i'll just go and make him pissed.If he asks, i'll just say.."So i'm supposed to be sitting at home all day just because you're at JB?"Let it be war.I just don't wanna know.If he don't want to take what i've said to him into consideration..Then why the heck should i take his words into consideration?Fuck lah.I'm going to go.And nothing's stopping me.
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And the reason why i don't condone having games(Xbox,Ps,Ps2 etc..) at home is because of this.Look at you.Balik, makan teros main game sampai pagi2 buta.Then nak bangunkan g kerja susah.Where's time spent together?No more oredi.Cause you're always occupied with games,games,games.And when i complain, you always say "Da bagos i tk klua merayap."You think it's that simple eh?Just because you tak merayap, i'm supposed to be very happy about it lah?I really don't mind having games around the house, but please lah agak2 lah main game tu.Bill electricity naik tau tak.And considering you don't even give a single cent to help pay the bills,Look who always get the scolding at home from mummy..ME!I always try to cover for you.Always get scolding for covering your pantat.Enough lah Rizal,You changed.But this time, for the very worst.And i hate that.AAARRRGGHHH!!Watever lah kan.Bebual dgn kau pun tak guna.Balik2 aku yg kene marah.
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The Impossible Quiz
I've withstand the harshest pain & hurt a human can get. My weakness is love.
And i'll do anything for the people i love. I've been told that i can be intimidating, but at the end of the day, i might just be your best friend.
I do not wish to hate but if i've been hated, i'll be more than please to return the favour.
Simply said..
I'm known as P G Tazzy Yana or Tazz. I'm 22. I have 1 daughter,ZAPHIA. I'm a part of P G.
And i'm happy with my life.