18 May 2008 6:17 PM
You know how some guys potray themselves to be mature sometimes only to find out that they are so fcuking childish.
I seriously don't understand these friends of mine.
They immaturity just makes me belive more to the saying "Guys get more immature when they get older".
Sheesh!

The story goes..
They caught a fren of them lying to them.. which i believe is not the first time the fren did dat.
Ok2.. susah sgt kan.. Lets name the liar, "A".. the other 2 guys "F" and " M".
"A" lied to them.. Saying he went to club.. But didn't see me and Baby Dee there.. When in the first place he was with us all the time from the very beginning.. Yes. It was wrong for "A" to lied to his buds.. But i guess "F" and "M" was too mad at him for lying to them again till they never stopped to ask why he lied. "M" wasn't affected much.. Only "F" was too affected by what "A" did..
To make the story short.. They decided not to talk to "A" anymore.. Kinda of like to teach him a lesson..
Fine.. That i can agree to it.
But what i just couldn't stand was that "A"s birthday was just around the corner.. Was only a few days away from the day he lied. And them ,who called themselves family to "A" decided to let "A" celebrate his birthday all alone.. Sad and broken. I mean.. No matter how much someone hurts you, IT IS JUST NOT RIGHT to let a person be sad on his/her birthday pe.. And them being their pathetic selves, just left "A'" all alone.. And left me, Baby Dee and "A" celebrating his birthday at ECP. Only the 3 of us. I don't mind dat, but i was just so pissed off. Till i got into a fight with Mr Kudut due to those 2 pathetic craps. Haiz.

That aside, yest..
Those 2 decided to find faults with Mr Kudut. To the point that Mr Kudut shouted in the phone.

i have known "F" since i was 14.. and i was surprised to see him be more immature than when i knew him.. As for "M", i just got to know him not long ago.. From "F" and Mr Kudut.
They called up Mr Kudut.. and indirectly they were trying to say to Mr Kudut that he was being an ass for spending time with me instead of them. Oh come on! It's not everyday i meet Mr Kudut.. And it's not everytime we get to spend days with each other. I just don't understand them. When they go missing for days, they spend times with girls.. Mr Kudut doesnt even say a thing.. But when it comes to Mr Kudut, they will try their very best to shut him down.
I don't want to interfere.. But when they have crossed the line, i guess it will be time for me to open my TRAP.
Gosh. I guess i better stop before i blow my top off. Their childish-ness just irks me too much. Haizz.



Oh yeah.. I guess you guys must be wondering who this "MR KUDUT" is huh..
Remember my previous previous post where i wrote "possibly a new love"? well.. thats him..
He was an old crush of mine since Queenz days.. I never talked to him.. I only knew his name.. And i only looked forward to seeing him at Queenz every week. During those times at Queenz, he would be standing one corner, exuding this mysteriousness ard him.. And i guess that was wat got me attracted to him. After years of being invincible in his eyes, i got to know him a month ago through "F", my ex.. We lepak-ed, chatted in msn, sms-ed.. and got to know each other.. Then there was one day when we talked bout Queenz days, and i told him of my crush towards him.. And he was shocked.. Cause he never noticed me before during Queenz.. And he was shocked that i liked him so much even tho i didn't know him then.
Maybe it was just an infatuation.. or just monkey love.. But seeing him back, reminds me of those days.. those days where i was free. Where i was truely happy. We talked and chatted, and feelings came. Not to say i've fallen completely for him.. cause my heart still belongs to that sumone.. But i guess feelings just came. But i'm still at a confusion. I'm still waiting for that sumone. I still want to know if he still has feelings for me. I still want to know. But i guess i'm just to chicken to go and ask him straightforward. I guess i just have to wait and see.



Sorry if this post is a mess. But i guess it's been awhile since i've blogged. And i guess my blogging skills are a tad rusty. Sorry again.
Till the next post.






:)

09 May 2008 3:44 AM
Too many to type..
Too lazy to do so..
Till i'm back.
See ya!


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