Btw, I BROKE UP WITH HIM.
And yes. Tazzy is single again.
*sadsad*
=_(

The PROs and CONS of having a relationship in the same werkplace.
How i LOVE it yet HATE it at the same time too.
Why u ask?
First of all, i have certainly broken a rule of mine.
The rule of never ever ever ever dating or having a relationship in the same environment, ie; school or workplace.

Second, you can't be yourself no matter how ur partner says he/she doesn't mind.
They can go all day saying that they don't mind, that they trust you.. when the fact is that they never did.
And if u guys break up, it'll be alot harder cause u guys have to see each other's faces every single working day.

I, for once, never thought that i would be with someone that i despise in the first place.
Yes. I did despise Zam. Cause he seemed like those type of guys that don't really care bout girls feelings just because he knows that there are lots of other girls out there waiting for him.
And it did turn out to be partially true. The part where lots of girls are waiting for him? Yeah.. that part.
But it never once was a threat to me cause i know he loves me, even though he doesnt show it.
Then again, 1 thing i hate about him.
Saying something but then not doing the things he said.
Like for instance, he said he feel in love with me cause of my attitude.. Because i'm a friendly person.. Yet no matter how friendly i am, i still know my limits. And dats y he like me.. Cause of how i knew where my limitation lies. And yet, when we got together, the very first thing he asked me to change was to joke less. WTF?! Its like asking a cat to become a dog isn't it? You guys know how i am, know what type of person i am. And to go through a single day without joking or being loud, just isn't me. But wat the heck.. i tried. Just to make him happy. And yet he still doesn't sees it and says that i'm still the same..

No matter how much i tried, he'll nvr believe it. Cause he'll only believe what he sees and what he hears.
Yes. HEARS. Pathetic ain't it. All he hears from his security buddies,be it true or not.. he'll believe it 100% till i come up to him and fuck him upside down.




TO be continued! I'm late for workkk!! =p