Surprisingly, i find myself doing quite well without you.
Surprisingly, i find myself doing good, trying not to think of you that much.

But there will still be days, when i'll sit and just let the tears fall. Where i'll sit & let my mind wonder.. Wonder how it would be now if we were still together. Somehow, i'm thankful for the people around me. The new found friends, even the old ones too. Cause truth be told, i wouldn't know what i'll be doing right now without them around.

How long will it take till i can finally take your necklace off? Till i can delete your pictures from my hp? I will never know. Cause this heart is still too broken to accept the reality that you don't love me no more. Sometimes i wonder, if you ever think of me. Or if you miss me. Cause somewhere in here, there is still that small little hope of wanting you back. But each & everytime i lay out the choices, it'll only get me sad.. cause i know it will never be the same again.

And it's getting nearer & nearer. To the day when we became one. To the day, that i still hold so dearly in my heart. & this year, i'll be spending it alone.. At the very same spot.. Where you & i made our first step, to the journey we thought would last. And somehow, i'm wishing i could see you there. =(