I am so very sorry for the long lonnnggg MIA. It's just that i don't seem to want to come by my blog anymore.. Because of all its contents. It's filled with all the memories i had with him & it hurts each and every time i come by my blog. I've been busy with work, going out every night with all my old mates. I try to squeeze out every possibility of having alone time, cause that will only make me think of him, think of all the times again.

Truth be told, i'm still hurting as badly as the very first day all of this happened. I am still in shock as to how all this happened. I know it's of no use more for me to go pondering over that matter over & over again. But what happened between us is such a shocking thing. And i still can't get it out of my head. It's well over a month now, since he left.. and yet, each and every single day is still a torture to me. Wondering how he is, wondering if he still loves me. And as the clock ticks closer to the end of the year, i'm quite surprised at how it's hurting more.. Because it would have been our 1 year together this 1st January. Haizz..

Don't worry bout me. I'm doing well.. I'm smiling, laughing and having fun. But one thing that will never change.. Is this hurt...
Is this love that i still feel deeply for him. =_(