How do i start? Where do i even begin? How do i even start to say how much i'm still missing you? How much i still wish i was in your arms? Yet somehow, something inside me is telling me to stop. Stop before i hurt myself.. because somewhere inside it's telling me that you don't need me anymore.

Hadidi Fadzly, I've never love anyone as how i loved you. And i've never been broken by anyone as how i've been broken by you too. And when you call me, saying those words, making me smile, i knew i shouldn't get my hopes up. Because, somehow a part of me is telling me that something is not right. So tell me now, what should i do? What do i have to do? Cause i swear to god, that there is nothing in this world that i want more, other than having the old us again.
But then again, things will never be the same again, won't it? We will never be the couple whose kisses always made us smile. Whose hugs always made us safe. Whose touch always sends a tingle up our spines.

Meet me. Meet me & tell it to my face that we'll be the same again. Meet me & tell it to my face that you'll never leave me again. Better yet, meet me this 31st December. at the same spot where we start our journey. Meet me there and tell me that WE ARE FOREVER. Cause right now, it's not you alone who is feeling the fear.. truth be told, my fear is bigger than yours.
I'll be waiting........