11 October 2009 12:42 AM


How do i live every day knowing you don't love me anymore?
How do i live every hour knowing it will never be anymore?
How do i live every minute knowing you are no longer mine?
How do i live every second knowing, our love has come tumbling down?

I never thought, that you would say those words to me. You promised to love me more each & every single day. But yet here you are now, saying your love for me has decreased. What did i do so damn wrong till i lost you this fast? What did i say so damn wrong till you no longer love me like before?

I do not want to go pin-pointing, but if to think back.. I did nothing wrong except get angry because you acted like you don't care when i was sick. But was that such a big sin to do?
You were moody the whole day, & i left you alone for you to cool down.
You said you were going down to hang, when i was looking forward to talk to you on the phone, but i kept quiet.
I was in pain the entire night, wanting to whine to you, but i kept quiet because i didn't want to disturb your space.
I went to sleep crying when, after i told you i was sick, and all you had to say was "I don't know what to do".
I woke up in tears, looking for you, expecting at least a msg asking me how i was from you.. but only to find nothing.
And when i got emotional and angry, you turned it all back on me. You could wake up to eat, but you couldn't find at least 2 minutes to msg me? And now, it has all become my fault.

I am not here to point out yours or my mistake. But i'm just wondering where did i go so wrong till you don't feel the love for me anymore? I was there for you when you were sick, when you needed me. I was there for you each & every single time. But when all i wanted were some comforting words, you turned your back on me. And now, i'm left with nothing but an empty heart. I'm trying so hard to give you time, but i fear that you'll stop loving me in time to come. I'm trying so hard to stop this tears from flowing, but everything i do reminds me of you. What happened to the promises we made? What happened to the love we had?

Baby, you promised me the world only to take it back & leave me crashing down.
Baby, you meant the universe to me but you left me hanging on a thread.
Baby, i've loved you like no other but was only returned with you loving me whole-heartedly
Baby, i'm dying. Each and every single waking moment of my life. And it hurts so bad.


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I've withstand the harshest pain & hurt a human can get. My weakness is love. And i'll do anything for the people i love. I've been told that i can be intimidating, but at the end of the day, i might just be your best friend. I do not wish to hate but if i've been hated, i'll be more than please to return the favour. Simply said.. I'm known as P G Tazzy Yana or Tazz. I'm 22. I have 1 daughter,ZAPHIA. I'm a part of P G. And i'm happy with my life.

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