I'm not quite sure on which skin to settle on. I've got at least 3 in mind, but none seem to have that WOW effect on me. I'm so very tempted to use one of my previous skins, but i've decided against it. Sometimes too much of a good thing can really make you so so unhappy.
So yes.. this will be my blogskin for now. Until i find the itch to change it again. Hees. I just don't find dark flattering enough, so don't be shocked if you'll see another skin, yet again. Hahahaha. And yes..! My legendary "JUMPING NINJA TURTLE". Don't ask me why i never got rid off it. I just feel so bad if i were to NOT include it in any of the new blogskins. It would seemes like i was betraying it or something. Hahaha. Yes, believe it or not, i've grown attached to that jumping sucker. And if it wasn't there in ANY part of my blog, i would feel so so so lost. Childish, immature.. ape-ape lah kan. asalkan aku happy da ok. Hahaha.As usual, there are still some minor kinks to be yet settled, but i am just not in the mood to do all that.

My mood has been terrible today. Very very terrible. Funny thing was, it wasn't terrible to begin with. But something happened just now, & it really did killed my mood bit by bit. And all i wanted to do was cry, cry, cry. Haiz.

"I'm not blaming you Love, neither am i pissed at you. It's just that i'm sad. I hope you understand all that i've said to you.
Sometimes it just feels soooo damn unfair to me.It's like i'm caught in the middle. I have to go around pleasin everyone around me, making sure they're happy but in the end, it's always me who gets all the shits. I don't want to blow this matter up, so lets just let it rest. But i really really hope that you understand where i'm standing. I just want to see you happy Love. same goes to my family too. Nothing makes me much happier than seeing you guys happy, but if it's tearing me apart.. i don't think i'll have much strength to carry on. I still love you Baby. I still do. But it's just that sometimes your actions do hurt me alot."