I know reassuring you time & time again is just not gonna make the matter go away instantly. It all takes time Love. I know i havent been messaging or talking to you much, lately.. I know i havent been the same lately. And to give the reason that i'm busy, is just not good enough. I know. But Love,your paranoia is getting to you, till you forget that we were once in this exact situation. Only that the person being paranoid before, was ME. =). No, i'm not mad at you. Or even disappointed or anything. I'm even smiling right now, cause when you're acting this way, it damn truely shows how deep your love is for me. & i like it, sorta.. =D
Bby, i've been through this before and you were there for me & now it's time for me to be there for you. Slowly, we'll get rid of those worries & dreadful thots. Slowly, we'll pick this all up. Slowly, i'll make you believe again. Just wait & give it some time. You'll be hugging me in no time. Just have a lil bit more patience aite Love. And i PROMISE you..all will be well.
I Love You Hadidi Fadzly.


That aside, work hasn't been much of a joy lately. Maybe because, 1: i haven't been to work for almost a week & 2: things have really really gone bad. Have been going back early these days, either due to my laziness or that we we asked to go back. Not much to complain about actually. So yeah, work sucks. Lol.
Oh yeah, i saw ABDUL RAHMAN, ANAK FIREFIGHTER ,(who was being weirdly quiet.. *scrathes head*) , just now after work & took the train with him towards East side, as i had to pick up BabyGirl from Grams place. You're quite a quiet boy when you're not surrounded with you friends huh.. =p

&& i still can't seem to stop looking at my "JUMPING TURTLE". Hahaha. I keep going back to my blog just to catch a glimpse of my "JUMPING TURTLE." lol.That's about it i guess. Till next time then. Cheers. =)

**12 MORE DAYS to eternal "OLD-NESS".**