DAMN! I can't believe i slept from yest evening till today morning! Oh well, repayment for not sledeping for more than 24hrs i guess. Lol. I slept from 6pm yesterday and only woke up at 8am this morning. Tsk.Tsk. And guess what? No one is at home. Stupid. If only i knew, i should have gone back to Bby's house yesterday.. then i wouldn't be missing him so badly right now.

"I love my Bby & he loves me too. So what is it to you idiots huh?!"

People have been dissing & critisicing me for having relationships with guys younger than me. And now that i'm with Bby, more people are dissing me just because he's 4 years younger than me. Yes. "4" years.Shocker huh..? =)
People keep questioning me, asking me why the heck i go for younger guys when there's lots of older guys out there. I mean, why the fuck would i want an older guy who acts like a fuckin kid? Just because of their age, people always expect them to be mature, but hell no. I've had enough of older guys who think they've gone through everything and expect you to be stupid and to just listen to every single words they say. It's like as if they expect you to not even own a brain.

Yes, true enough, those younger kids may not have much experience or even some have never gone true hardships. But they certainly know how to appreciate you much much better than those older kids. Reason why? For instance, you know how some girls are nowadays.. Just upon seeing younger kids, they would go criticising and would never even glance upon them. So when you're with a younger kid, they feel as if they are important because an older girl took notice on them and would even give them the chance to love. And thus why, younger kids know how to appreciate us more. Unless of course they're a part of those young idiots who only go after older girls for their moolahs.
I'm not saying older guys don't know how to appreciate.. They do. Only that, they oversize EGO often stands in the way,till they don't know how to express it.

If you people were to ask me why i love Bby, i could write down a million reasons why. I could even probably write them all now. But why should i? Love shouldn't be only express through words & letters. But just for the good old times, let me just let you know abit.

My relationship with Bby wasn't the type that went through the dating & chasing ritual. We didn't even know that we had feelings for each other. What we felt was kept only for our individual selves. We were just friends who have never met, only talking in msn. We weren't even that close. But i guess the great one above decided that we were meant for each other, and that's why me & Bby ended up celebrating countdown together. And i guess, things just happened.. =)

Maybe one day i'll list down all those reasons why i love him. But for now, i'm happy with who i'm with. So if you people want to continue dissing me about it. Go ahead. So i even be affected by your words? Hell no! I do whatever i want, you do whatever you want. Only just don't keep going till i make you the most unimportant person in the universe.
Good day ahead everyone.
Till next time!!