Blogger is being an ass, cause i can't freaking post any pictures!


Boy, you have got no freaking idea how deep my love for you is. I might not say it all the time or even reassure you bout it, but that doesn't make my love for you any less. Hell no. In fact, it's growing more & more as each day goes by. My day won't be complete without flaunting you to frens & colleagues, without uttering your name or even say about how much i love u. Can't you see that i'm obssessed with you? And if after all that, all you have to say is you still doubt me.. then guess what boy.. You fucking hurt me. Yes. I ain't gonna deny the fact that it hurt or that it even broke my heart.. cause what's the point? What's the point of keeping it all in? I'm sick & tired of keeping things all shut, all sealed in my own vault inside my heart. I'm just plain sick & tired.
Help me help US. Help me make this relationship work. Cause by all means, even if kills every part of my emotions, of my heart.. i'll still do whatever i can to make this relationship work.

Yes. Trust is not easy to come by. But won't you do whatever it takes to make your partner happy? Even if it kills you? I knew i would.. In fact, i already did. No need to ask what, cause i'm sure it'll only make you think i'm just being pathetic. But if i can put it all aside, why can't you?
I'm here, trying my very best to gain every single bit of your trust, but just because of a single msg that doesn't tally.. you have doubts in me. And yet, even after my explanation, you still choos to stick to your doubts. Tsk.Tsk.
Don't blame your childhood for it. Cause you're big enough now to know what's right or wrong. And you're big enough to handle the toughest pain. Sometimes i think you're not ready for me, because you always said that i'm the first girl you've ever cried for,you really love badly. By saying all that, it makes me think that maybe you've never been in love before. Maybe all those times, it was just a crush.. or what the old generation call "Monkey Love". Haizz.

Tell me what i should do now. Tell me how to make things better. I'm still a girl afterall. No matter how tough i act if front of you, i still bleed.. i still hurt. I'm still a GIRL. And it's not fair for a girl to be the tough one in the relationship. It's not fair, when she has gone through more than enough boy.

And don't worry..not for even a split second.. Cause i still love you. As much as i did, as much as how i've loved you silently all these while.

I LOVE YOU HADIDI FADZLY. And nothing is gonna
change that.