I know what you're going through now. What you're feeling. And i know how it's gonna hurt more everytime you see me. Cause everytime you see me, memories of that day will come back haunting and you'll start getting hurt again.
I've been through all this Hubby. I've been through it all. So all i ask from you know, is just to please.. Sit down & think. Really really think whether you're ready to go through the hurt & pain every single time you come face to face with me. Because believe me boy, it's gonna come haunting everytime you see me. And i really really do not want to put you through all that hurt again. Cause what i did, was enough to last a whole lifetime.

No.. i'm not persuading you to back off. I'm only asking you,this time, to put your happiness before mine. Do not think of this as if i'm pushing you away, or that i want to end it all. I just wanna make sure that you're really sure you know what you're gonna go thru. Cause i just can't bear to hurt you anymore. It hurts me seeing you get hurt. Especially by me. So pls Hubby.. Think again. Whatever decision you make, it will be my utmost honour to grant it and make it come true.

The fact that i love you so much is still standing. Cause even when you're not here with me when i need you, you're in my mind every single sec.