I just can't seem to fall asleep no matter how i try.
SATURDAY morning after work, i went to ECP with PG babies. Only 4 of us were there 1st. Me, PG Baby Dee, PG Baby Dina & PG Baby Que. Rented some skates & bike and off we were skating and cycling. And mind u.. It was a few yrs ago that i last skated.. and what a fool i must have looked like, wobbling non-stop. lol. But thanks to PG Dina & PG Dee for being there whenever i was going to fall.
Went pass this skate rental shop which had lots of malay guys there, and believe it or not i made a fool out of myself. Hahaha. And there they were teasing me all about it. "Kak, tkmo wobble eh kak." Tsk.tsk.
PG Shidah & PG Kykie came awhile later. And den majority of them decided to go tanning. Followed them awhile then went back to rent some skates again, cause fussy PG Dee wanted to skate somemore.
So yeah, PG Dee and me skated & talked till we didn't realise that we were past Big Splash. Made a u-turn and then off i went to bathe and go to work.
Yesyes, u've read it correctly.
I came back from work, i went to ECP and off i went back to work. So basically, i didn't sleep when i should be sleeping. lol.
I guess i'm not much of a "home-stayer". Cause either i'll be online the entire day or i'll be blasting music and cleaning the house. Neither which i'm interested to do at the moment. =p
&& Me and PG Dee has decided to make it a weekly event to go back to ECP & skate till our legs ache. Hahaha.
Dee has been a gd friend. A very good one. No matter how i've hurt her by my words or actions, she has never fail to be there for me. A quality in her which i never knew she could possess.
Saying thank you is just enough for all that she has done for me.
I'm glad she's my friend.
My BEST FRIEND. =)
It has been awhile since i felt that tranquility i felt at ECP. And it brought back sweet & bitter memories.. The tranquilty i felt made me forget every single thing that was hurting me. And here i am back to reality. Haiz.
Oh yeah, Haziq's bro msged me saying that Haziq asked me to come down on his court case on the 28th. & to wear the shirt that he gave me. 80% of me don't want to go, yet the other 20% wants to. I just don't think i can go see him right now. Cause i know it'll nvr be again. Haizz. We'll see.
"Here i am, back to the cruel world. My heart feels numb. My heart still hurts. I need someone. That special someone. to make me realise, i'm still loved by many. Oh yah, I miss that bugger. =)"
I've withstand the harshest pain & hurt a human can get. My weakness is love.
And i'll do anything for the people i love. I've been told that i can be intimidating, but at the end of the day, i might just be your best friend.
I do not wish to hate but if i've been hated, i'll be more than please to return the favour.
Simply said..
I'm known as P G Tazzy Yana or Tazz. I'm 22. I have 1 daughter,ZAPHIA. I'm a part of P G.
And i'm happy with my life.