This post is dedicated to a dear friend of mine.
Gemok received an unexpected call yesternight. And had gotten news that one of our fren's mum had just passed away. Shocked being the 1st word that i could describe our reaction.
I am still in shock, for i never thought it would happen to this dear friend of mine. After all that he's going through.. Oh gosh. I am so scared.. for him and for myself too.

Lets offer some Al-Fatehah for the deceased.

And to dear Anep,
Anep, kau tau aku dgn Rizal will always be here for you. Jangan ckp bukan-bukan.. Jangan cakap yang kita tk kisah pasal kau lagi.. Don't think ,that just because me and LoCo are starting a new family together, that we have forgotten about you or that we have pushed you aside. I know you are at a lost now. But remember anep, you have us.. I still remember the last time i saw your mum, we joked and she teased me. And that was the last i ever saw of her. Hanif, forget everything your shitty father has done.. Now it's time for you 2 to be there for each other. No matter what, he'll still be your father. Aku tau kau at a lost skg.. but be strong Anep.. I know you're a strong dude. Hey, what's the use of being a skinhead if you're weak right?Lol. But hey, cry if you want to. Crying doesn't mean you're weak. Crying in front of others shows that you are mush stronger than you ever think you are.
I know you need me and Rizal more than ever now. So don't hesitate to call me or Rizal if you ever need anything. You should know by now, that we already consider you our family.. Kau akan sentiasa jadi adik aku yang paling "SIAL" k? Jangan takot.. "title" tu tetap kau punye.. selame-lame nye k..
Haiz, anep.. I'l be here for you.. Anytime.. Anywhere.