Temptation is running high with all the stupid banglas eating in front of me. I am so strongg sey.. hahs.
Money. It has always been an issue for me and Gemok. Well, for everybody in fact. But what i just can't stand is that sometimes he thinks money just drops from the skies. To think back,whenever it comes to his pay.. i will never question him on what he spent it on. But when it comes to me,he'll ask me what i spent on.Every single cent,even to how many drinks i bought. It does get annoying at times. Very annoying..
Yesternight, we had a little tiff. As usual about money.. He kept saying what did i spent my money on till it was left so little. Like duhh.. Ni mamat kadang2 mrepek.. Obviously he knew what i spent it on and he still asked me. I'm not like him to go and buy such "unimportant" stuffs such as games and all stupid shits. Haiz, if i were to go on blablerring about what happened,it'll only add up to my anger. So let's just stop k.
"At times,i want to hate you as much as i possibly could. But other times, i want to love you the very best i can. Pls don't make me regret ever choosing you over him. You can be the sweetest thing on earth when u're nice, but you can be worse than the Devil when you mad. I chose this path and i should be sticking to it. And i am. Sometimes i wonder, why don't i ever use my own advice. Why do i cleverly say to people to do this,do that.. but when it comes to me, i forget everything. I've said it once.. i'll say it again.. i will forever love you and try to make it work. But baby, don't take things forgranted.. Cause you'll never know what lies ahead."
I am now going to plan for the Raya outing and the Dec babies picnic. And pls Iqah, try to make it k.
Oh Shits! i have to get back to work! Loads of paper are waiting for me! Damn! and when things were getting fun.. Bleearrghhh!!
I've withstand the harshest pain & hurt a human can get. My weakness is love.
And i'll do anything for the people i love. I've been told that i can be intimidating, but at the end of the day, i might just be your best friend.
I do not wish to hate but if i've been hated, i'll be more than please to return the favour.
Simply said..
I'm known as P G Tazzy Yana or Tazz. I'm 22. I have 1 daughter,ZAPHIA. I'm a part of P G.
And i'm happy with my life.