All this submission for approval thing at work has made me crazy and also made me realised,that without me knowing it.. i am too always submitting for approval of posting my pics in friendster.. Hahaha.. weird but true. I have to "submit an approval" to Gemok if i wanted to post pictures. To be more precise, pictures of me,alone. He would have a problem if i went and post my pictures without telling him. and funny as it is, it would cause us to fight. Realllyyyyy... tk tipu.. he would start questioning me with really stupid questions like, "biler u ambik gmbr nie??", "kat mane?" and other really really stupid questions. When sometimes the picture clearly shows that it was taken at home. Gundu kannn.. LoL..

i don't really mind the fact that he's being "possesive".. but sometimes too much possesive-ness can hurt the relationship. I remembered once when he said to me, that i was being utterly and ridiculously possesive and that was what made him cheat on me. And yet now, he's the one being possesive. LoL.. it does get irritating and annoying at times.. but it's just another way to show your love.. only sometimes he goes wayyyy out of line.
Oh well.. who am i to complain. at least i still have the love.. but... these days.. i feel the love diminishing.. yeah.. it's like we're being with each other just for the sake of it.. not for the love of it.. oh watever..i can't go brooding every single minute why my relationship is like this.. i've got much important things to worry about.. (i wish) haizzz..


Dillie dear, i definitely am sorry for not calling you up yesternight. i "ter-tdo" while watching some stupid show. LoL. Aniwaes, i am touched too by you cause you felt comfortable enough to confide in me. Even though we're not that close,and that we're only interacting through blogger and friendster. I'm glad you think i was worthy enough for you to share your problems with.
Linking to that, some people say that i'm being very "kpo".. if caring for a friend and lending a crying shoulder is a kpo.. then i admit i am one. but what one doesn't realise is, i am sincere in helping and hearing your problems out. i'm not being just a typical "kpo".. i have always been this way since i can remember.. i have always helped people.. (thats what my mummy said based on an incident that happened when i was in kindergarten.)
i just want to see people happy basically and thats why people find it comfortable to confide things in me. i'm not bragging.. just making myself clear to people who thinks i'm a kpo-chi.. LoL.

Pardon the long post.. but i just feel like ranting. considering the fact that my love life may just go bust at any time. i'm happy.. as always.. :_(