Should I or Should I Not??
Even if i were to go, i won't be able to enjoy myself..
Because all i do while i'm there, is think of how angry he'll be if i went out without him.
So what am i supposed to do.
I badly want to go..
To enjoy myself and meet friends.
But being the usual him,
firstly he wouldn't want to go..
secondly he won't let me go, even if i were to go with my own brother.
He will be saying stuffs like,"Da lah.. not our time to go to these types of things anymore..
I feel like saying "Speak for yourself Mister. I'm still young."
But again,
Me trying to be the "Isteri Mithali", i'll just sit at home, and just do nothing while he sits in the room playing games.
I so badly wanna go!
Ugh.
Guess i'll just go and make him pissed.
If he asks, i'll just say..
"So i'm supposed to be sitting at home all day just because you're at JB?"
Let it be war.
I just don't wanna know.
If he don't want to take what i've said to him into consideration..
Then why the heck should i take his words into consideration?
Fuck lah.
I'm going to go.
And nothing's stopping me.
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I've withstand the harshest pain & hurt a human can get. My weakness is love.
And i'll do anything for the people i love. I've been told that i can be intimidating, but at the end of the day, i might just be your best friend.
I do not wish to hate but if i've been hated, i'll be more than please to return the favour.
Simply said..
I'm known as P G Tazzy Yana or Tazz. I'm 22. I have 1 daughter,ZAPHIA. I'm a part of P G.
And i'm happy with my life.