Here's my actual update for the day.
Early morning went to NUH for my appt.
Had some bad new which i wish didnt exist.
Have to go back to NUH this Monday for treatment.
The doctor said that if i'm not careful enough.
Operation is the answer.
iisshhhh...*shudders*
I don't tink soooooo..
Told Gemok bout my visit when he called in the evening.
But he seemed nonchalant bout it..
As if it was something trivial..
Didn't even ask what the doctor said.
Really pissed me off.
I mean..
Don't you even care what's happening..?
Or what will happen to me?
Oh god..
You're getting worse.
So,
he's off to johor and won't be back till Friday.
Money issues he says..
But i don't think so..
Haiz.
i'm in pain and he doesn't even care.
Wathever la kan.
Kau tak kisah..
Aku lagi tak kisah..
Pegi mampos sudah..
Had a really huge blow out with my mum just now.
Over what also i forgot.
And it almost ended up brutal.
Luckily it didn't.
Haiz.
I'm so hating Gemok right now.
I think i know why.
Its the time of the month again.
And when it comes,
I really hate Gemok.
Stupid la.
Bodoh.
Stupid PMS.
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I've withstand the harshest pain & hurt a human can get. My weakness is love.
And i'll do anything for the people i love. I've been told that i can be intimidating, but at the end of the day, i might just be your best friend.
I do not wish to hate but if i've been hated, i'll be more than please to return the favour.
Simply said..
I'm known as P G Tazzy Yana or Tazz. I'm 22. I have 1 daughter,ZAPHIA. I'm a part of P G.
And i'm happy with my life.