Got no idea whether i'm doing better or worse.
Have been working myself to death, tiring myself out. Just so i could immediately zonked out the moment i reach home. N that will stop me from crying myself to sleep everynight.

But i'll still end up waking after an hour of sleeping, looking for you. Seeing if there's any msgs from you.

Boy, you still got me by the hook. I'm still devoted to you. Still in love with you.

Cause it's damn hard trying to forget you. Every single thing that is on me or around me has your touch, your presence. EVERY SINGLE THING.
And it's makin it harder & harder to let you go.

How i wished, that one day, i'll wake up to see a message from you telling me you want me back. Or better yet, you by my side.

I'm missing you much too terribly. So i guess, i'm doing worse ain't i? Sigh.