With every step i take, every move i make, i'm starting to feel your heartbeat.
It's beating so fast, so strong.
And it always brings me to tears, not knowing what to do.

Baby boy, i know you can feel my emotions. I know you feel my fear.
Give me a lil bit of your strength. Give me courage. So i can figure out what to do next.

I've given up on your daddy darling.
I really have. He goes around telling mummy not to let you go, to wait for him while he goes around having fun with another woman.
Can you please tell him to stop lying to mummy? Tell him to stop saying he needed that trip to think it through when it is clearly shown in pictures, how happy he is without us.

What did mummy do to deserve this baby boy? What?
Mummy tried to make him stay.
But no matter what i did, it didn't make him happy enough to stay.
He has hurt me enough & i do not want him to hurt you too.

I'm starting to get attached to you, feeling your heartbeat every second.
=_(