"Mohamed Haffiz, get this before you say anything to me.
It is not that i do not want this beautiful gift. It is not
that i'm doing this to take revenge on you.
No. I couldn't care less anymore about you. Yes, i do still
love you. But after that night, you finally made me realise that it was time i
started hating you. After that night, you broke me till beyond
recognition.

Everyday i go around life like a walking zombie. Weighing all
the pros & cons of keeping this gift.
I want it so badly, because no matter how i deny, it is the
only part of you that i have left. It is the only thing that reminds me of you.
Reminds me of our love. I couldn't care less what people would say. What people
would feel, just as long as i had that beautiful gift.
But what you did that night, got my mind in a mess. Got me
thinking that you'll never change even if you knew the truth. That you'll only
be staying for him, not our love. & that, is one thing i cannot bear to live
with for the rest of my life.

I was prepared to give up my sanity just to forget you. I
was prepared to make the biggest sacrifice of all, to get rid of you once &
for all. I was prepared to give up my beautiful gift, just so your happiness
don't get disrupted. I was prepared to live the rest of my life, with this
decision haunting me, just so it'll conquer any thoughts of you. I was prepared,
till you had to come, stopping me, making me think it over
again.

No. No. No. No. Just go away please. You're better off this
way. You're happier this way with that Wanie girl by your side. She's making you
much happier than i ever did. So please, if you still want to have your fun,
then just go away. =_(