Every morning i wake, i send a silent prayer to the one above.
A silent thank you, for still giving me a day to wake up n still feel his love.
His presence. His touch.
& every night, i send a prayer.
To keep him here with me.
To keep him still loving me.
To make it all better someday.


Right now, all i ask for is to take it day by day.
Tiny steps at a time.
Being careful not to push it farther, neither giving up just like that.
Right now, all i'm doing is wait. Wait for a day to come.
A day for me to let it all out.
To let the world know about my butterflies.

Baby butterfly, where are you? Show me signs that you're here & i'm gonna change everything for you. Just a small sign would suffice.& i wouldn't ask for anything more.