So this is what it all comes down to huh? Meeting once a week. Communicating only through smses. Talking on the phone once in a few weeks. Is it?

All it comes down to right now is work, work, work. & where does it leave us? Further & further apart. I somehow know that you would be there saying it's bullshit for me to be thinking that we're falling apart. But i don't care anymore. Look at us. Seriously. Where's the love? The communication? The non-stop msgs? Where? Tell me where it is, then i'll fucking shut up alright.

I've gone from being "trying-to-understand-your work situation" to "cannot-be-bothered-anymore". Why? Because this was where we were when i first caught you giving your time to other girls.
Yes. My paranoia is back. My insecurities are back. But what can i do? You're not even giving me the motivation or strength to believe you're not doing so. Because even if i'll tell you so,all your reaction would be. "Up to you uh what you want to believe."
So isn't it better i just shut my mouth & just show off my dislike through my reactions?

What the fuck lah. Seriously. I just hope this stupid phase goes away fast without us getting on each others nerves to the breaking point. Because seriously, i feel like i'm just another single girl who's contacting someone for the sake of it. Sorry if it hurts, but that is how i feel right now.
*shrugs*