I can feel the venom running through my veins. Pricking & tearing me apart as it glides through every single part of my body.
1 moment my hands can be calm, the next it'll be shaking like crazy.
1 moment my heartbeat will be calm, the next it'll be pumping like crazy.
And the best part, he prays for me to die if that is what i want.

So tell me now, how do i go about my day, knowing he has that much of hatred for me. Knowing that he doesnt care.

But 1 thing i know that is certain, is this thing inside of me. He doesn't know it. I won't tell him. Because i don't want him to stick around just because of this. I want him to stick around because he loves me. Because he wants to.

So right now, i shall just wait & see. To what certain extent he'll go to hurt me.

I will just wait & see.


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