Broken.

30 March 2010 1:05 AM

Why must it be that, when one thing starts to go wrong.. Every other thing will follow suit? & yet, when it comes.. It comes down hard.

I've been labelled "strong", in terms of emotions, due to what I've been through. But how come all i do is cry? How come i don't feel strong, at all? Somehow, somewhat, this time it just seems so much harsher than before.
Maybe because all these while, people keep lying to me just to safeguard my feelings. But yet this time, the truth is being thrown to me straight to the face. Or maybe, i was just too damn pampered. Whatever it is, i certainly do not feel strong at all. I certainly do not feel like i can go through this. Because right now, all i wanna do is just to go away & never come back again.
=_(

09 March 2010 1:04 AM

"Tu pasal kdg i lay concern dgn u punya jiwa towards friends."

And i was so against him saying that but right now, it seems that his words are stating facts. And yet, here i am, crying over a friend. A friend i consider my family.

How did it come to this? Where i suddenly became the evil one, the mean one when all i was trying to do was help you make your life better? You said i'll never understand, when in the first place, you never even confide anything to me? So isit fair? I waited for you for almost 3 weeks to come down for an interview & when you had to wait for almost 3 hours, all you could think of was i was trying to make ur life worse? How the heck did it really come to this? I just don't know what to say to you right now.. cause it's only gonna make me cry harder. Cry because of how little our friendship meant to you. Of how you think of me.

Be it what you want to think. Cause you have already gave me your decision. You've made your choice. All i can say is.. Pls take good care of yourself. Goodbye little sis. =_(

Terrible breakdown. Go away. I just wanna be alone.

08 March 2010 2:03 AM

Life has been a-ok lah kannn.. Ups & downs, here and there... what else right?
But right now, work is starting to become a chore with all this stupid new "politicians". But to think back, if i had survived the "PETER" era, then this shouldn't be a problem either. I think..
I've got alot to write down, but right now.. time is just not of the essence. I've got alot of paperwork to do, so limited time. I'll be back soon. I promise. =)

Oh yes.. I love my BF.

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I've withstand the harshest pain & hurt a human can get. My weakness is love. And i'll do anything for the people i love. I've been told that i can be intimidating, but at the end of the day, i might just be your best friend. I do not wish to hate but if i've been hated, i'll be more than please to return the favour. Simply said.. I'm known as P G Tazzy Yana or Tazz. I'm 22. I have 1 daughter,ZAPHIA. I'm a part of P G. And i'm happy with my life.

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