2 more days to the day where we were supposed to be a year old.
2 more days to the day where embarked on towards a journey we thought could last us till our old age.
& yet,
Here we are today,
2 separated souls..
wandering alone..
broken by LOVE.

How could i act normally when it's all hurting too much. When it's getting closer to the day we were looking forward to. How could i?
People keep telling me to let you go. To let it be. Because if you're meant to be mine, you'll come back to me.. But it's been more than 2 months since the day you decided to call it off. Since the day i felt my life & soul died.
Now tell me what i should do? What should i feel? Cause my heart is feeling so numb. But my tears will not stop flowing. All i can do is just work, work, work. To get you out of my thoughts. To get you out of my mind. But even that is eomthing so hard to do.. Cause you meant the world to me.

I tried to leave. I tried to let go. But each & every time i'm down, it's you who i look for first. Even when i know that i am no longer you're priority. Even when i know i will only get hurt in the end, it is still you who i go to when i'm down or sad.

Just 1 final request. If it's ok with you.

Let me know if you're already movin on. So i can release you from my heart. So i'll know, that it is really.. the end of us. =_(