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If you're out to make me hate you, then congrats.. you're doing your job well. Never in my life would i want to hate you or let you go, but your actions & words are making it so much easier to do so. I'm left with a fucking clueless mind to what to do right now. Because either way, i'm on the losing end. You chose to believe words from your friend & dragged me into something which i wasn't involved in. And you caused me to break down & cry again. Boy, tell me what you really want from me. Because having this hurt in my heart is sure as hell not making my life better. I'm sick & tired of going through everyday like as if i'm a freaking zombie. I'm sick & tired of pretending to be all happy when i so damn broken inside. I am not lying when i say i still love you so. But with what you're trying to do, i'm just scared it's all gonna go away.

"What happened to us? What happened to those sweet & happy moments we had? What happened to Hadidi Fadzly & Ziyanah?"