I swear my heart was about to explode when i saw his picture popped up on my hp screen. For that moment in time, i thought i was dreaming.. And when it kept ringing, i realised it was all real. I picked it up only to be stuttering upon hearing his voice. That voice which i so adore, which i was longing to hear all these while.

It felt good hearing his voice. I didn't know if i wanted to cry or smile. The sound of his voice still worrying over me, gave me a glimpse of the hope i was searching for. But the moment when he started avoiding that question, i know it was all too good to be true. It was just a simple teasing question, asking him if he was in contact with anyone.. and the way he avoided it made me realise.. that i'm losing him by the moment. It is sad to say that i did feel hurt & it made my tear flow again.. because when he asked me if i was in contact with anyone, i answered it with swift precision. But when it came to him, he started to avoid. And yet, this morning again.. he avoided that question. How hard could it be for him to tell me the truth if he was already in contact with another person? What? He was scared to hurt me again? I swear to god, nothing else in this could hurt me more than what just happened a week ago. *sighs*

I'm left with no choice yet again, but to just wait. Wait & wait & wait & wait.