I feel so weak. My body is not functioning properly. Everything seems to be crashing down. I don't talk, i don't do anything. All i keep doing is check my hp every single second, just to see if he msgs. The urge to msg him is so strong, but all i can do is be patient and wait. This is only the beginning & i'm hurting so much. I don't know if i'm strong enough to take it any longer.
But i'll try. I have to do it. Because in my heart, i know it will all be better some day.