How long are you going to pretend that everything is ok? How long are you going to ignore the fact that we are hanging on edge? Huh? How long?
Each & everytime i msg you, all you do is keep quiet. And the next thing i know you will say you was asleep. Bullshit. How much longer are you going to keep lying to yourself and me huh? You are not the guy i fell in love with. You are not the guy who i saw as my future husband. You have just turned into another one of them. Those insensitive jerks.

Was it my fault for keeping silent with the pain just so you could have your space? Was it my fault for waking up crying, looking for you, needing you? Was it my fault when i wake up to at least see a msg from asking how i was? Was it my fault that i got pissed and disappointed when there was none? Was it? huh? And now this. You act like as if nothing happened between us! Do you know how much i'm hurting? Do you know how much i'm going through these days? Wait.. In the first place, do you even care?
Oh yes. Thank you for lying to me too. Fancy you msging me at 9am, saying you just woke up when the fact was you were still up at 4.30am adding people in myspace. Thanks dude. And guess what, that miss cal from me? Wasn't just to talk.. I had a huge fight & i needed you. But hey, once again.. you've proved yourself to be the selfish guy that you are.