And you had to shout at me just because you & someone else have a conflict? Just because i wrote something in my blog about what i'm feeling?
Aey dude, 1st & foremost.. you yourself said this is MY BLOG. And i have every rights to write whatever i'm feeling or thinking. So why the big hoo-hah about it?
And to those people out there who are being such a pain in the ass, always reading my blog & passing the wrong msgs to him, what the heck do you want from me huh? What is your motive doing all this huh? To make him hate me more? To make him curse & shout at me? Why? What did i ever do so wrong to you people till you had to treat me this way huh? This problem is between you & someone else, and you had to go dragging me along?! When are you gonna stop making me & him drift further apart huh? You want happiness for your friend but can't you see that all you're doing is inflicting more hurt & pain in him? Why? Oh god why.. Why can't you stop making things worse?

I'm already hurting so badly, losing him & losing my grandmother and now you had to go make it much much worse. I don't deserve this. I really don't. But since you think by making him hate me more, will do him justice..then go ahead. Cause maybe i was right all along.