I know. i knowww.. BbyLove is gonna get mad at me for still not sleeping, but what can i do? I was reading a book lahhh. & knowing me, once i've started reading.. i will definitely not stop until i've finished the book whutt. So baby.. sorry hor.. Tapi buku tu interesting sgt uh.
What book is it? I'll do a short review on it on another post k.

Main reason why i'm actually blogging early this morning is because of the things that took a sudden change in our (me & baby) lives, which i somehow posted about in the earlier post.
Becauseeeeee.. as of today.. it is his last day of work in IKEA. Shocking kan? Macam sudden gitu kann? Hah. All because he got a job as a sound technician or something like that lahh.. I mean those guys that work at Esplanade n do the setups if there's performances or what.. or even for this coming F1. He'll be the ones doing the setups and all. So yeahh.. and guess what? He starts tomorrow. -___-"

It was like, one moment everything was ok.. i was waiting for him to finish work and all & SUDDENLY he came bearing that news to me. Mcm like WTF?! Otak aku teros mcm auto shutdown gitu.. Haha. Alih2 blank.. alih2 takde mood and i was crying. Hahaha. I mean.. come onnnn lahhhh. Kalau kene kau pun confirm kau terperanjat what & confirmconfirm thoughts merepek mesti datang peeeee. Tolong eh, bedek uh kalau kau ckp yang abg2 "sound system" nie semua tak hot. I mean, there was once a time (once jekk. tkleh lebih2. ade nanti kene maki dgn laki aku lagi haaa.) when we would just go drooling at the sights of these guys who appeared "oh so cool & macho" in our eyes. And kau tengok lah bf akuuuuuuuuu!
18, lots of piercings & HAWT. -____-"
Kalau kau jadi akuuuu, tak ke risau & bende-bende merepek semua muncul kat otak kau? ahhhhh.. tau punnnn.

Truth is, i really don't mind if he wants to work anywhere because i do trust that he will know what he's doing. But what bothers me a little, is that where the unfairness of this all comes in. He can easily disapproves of most work that i wanna try, till it comes to the extent that i am very damn lazy to work now. Reason being? Scared of other guys trying to hit on me blablabla.. so yes. this is where the unfairness comes in. I do not oppose to him of any job that he wants to take but yet he'll opposed to some of the jobs that i want to take. Unfair kannnn? Hahaha.
But hey, i'm not complaining.. just saying things out to make things clearer to my baby.
I won't stand in your way of anything you want to do. I'll be supporting you through it all. And i trust you to know that you will put me in your heart, ALWAYS.

I LOVE YOU PAPA. =)