BbyLove is supporting me & even mummy is gonna play a part by not buying me ciggies anymore. Haha. What really makes me want to do this is because i do not want to harm BabyGirl and people around me any longer. I mean, by just smoking around them, i'm already doing them harm. They'll inhale all the smoke & without them knowing it harms them too. And no way am i going to put my precious daughter in any more harm.Oh hell it's gonna be tough for me because majority of the people around me smoke..but hey! Determination really helps. And BbyLove is being exceptionally sweet too by wanting to cut down & try to not smoke in front of me. Bby, you don't have to do that just so i won't fail. I'm strong & you know it. *winx* & furthermore, by you smoking in front of me at least it'll give me satisfaction when i don't succumb to it. and hey, i'll be saving on a lot of moolahs won't i?

I know there will be some people who says i can't do it & that i'm gonna easily succumb to temptations but for those who don't know, i did actually quit smoking before. for TWO WHOLE YEARS! & yes, i know i know.. i was stupid for smoking again. -__- But aey, tu duluuu peee. Lol. There's no backing out for me anymore since i've already made a declaration & since mummy, BbyLove & those who know are putting high hopes on me. So people, let's just wait & see. I'll let you know of my progress little by little & we'll see if i'll make it through.

So for now? This will be my last box of cigarettes & after that, byebye!