All i can say is i'm sorry Kykie. I hope you understand what i just said to you. And no, dnt tink i'm backing out of PG. I just dnt tink it's the best thing to do anymore. I know you understand what i'm saying. So yeah. Take care of the others for me. I still love you guys, like always.
"These tears will never stop. Cause you meant so much to me."
*add-ons @ 1.45am*
Things are getting way out of hand. Miscommunication here & there. One after the other, things are showing its way out. You feel not needed, i feel not needed, everyone feels not needed. OH yes, i'm crying like a sucker now, cause it hurts. Why? I don't know. But this terrible feeling that i use to get is back. & i can feel that something BIG is going to happen soon. Be it what it is, even if it means PG falling apart. Because as far as i'm concerned.. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. I'm done!
I almost forgot that PG Baby Eesya tagged me to do this survey, Nasib aku "jengok" blog kau. Hahaha.
1. How old are you?
22
2. Are you single?
Hell NO.
3. At what age do you think you'll get married?
Initial thought was 30, but BbyLove said when i'm 27 or 28.
4. Do you think you'll be marrying the person you are with now?
YESYESYES! Hahaha.
5. If not, who do you want to marry?
No one. SUMPAH! Aku cume nak tu HADIDI FADZLY, anak ZAINUDDIN. =D
6. Who will be your bridesmaid & best man?
Definitely my PG BABIES.
7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
Traditional would be fine. I wouldn't want BbyLove to go working like a dog just to get married like royalty.
8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
HAWAII!! If the Love wants to go anywhere else, TAKNAK! NAK HAWAII JUGAKK! =p
9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?
Ooohh. Quite alot i guess. What with his friends, my friends, his family, my family.. Ntahlah. Ajak satu Singapore jelah.. Lol.
10. Will that include your exes?
Maybe some. Those that i'm still friends with of course.
11. How many layers of cake do you want?
68715638652643865!! Hahaha. 3 would be perfect enough for me.
12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
Pagi ke, petang ke, malam ke.. tak kisah. As long as i get married to him, dah happy. Hahaha.
13. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.
Errr. System Of A Down songs can? Hahaha. Any songs will do.
14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon, fork and knife?
I prefer just normal spoon, fork and knife. I'm still a simple girl afterall.
15. Champagne or red wine?
Nak mampos?! Ade nenek aku mabok how? Tsk.tsk.
16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
Days after the wedding. Kasi laki aku kire duit dulu cukop ke tak nk bawak aku g Hawaii. Hahaha.
17. Money or household items?
Both.
18. How many kids would you like to have?
With the 1 that i already have, me & BbyLove are planning for another 2.
19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD
Duhh! Kenangan manis hoiii..
20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know next?
Sape2 lah.
I'm not in the mood to tag anyone.
So if anyone else wants to do, go ahead.
Feel free to copy it.
And there you go! All done. Now, i wanna go call BbyLove & complain to him about all that has happened. Hahaha. Manje sangat lah katekannn. =p
I've withstand the harshest pain & hurt a human can get. My weakness is love.
And i'll do anything for the people i love. I've been told that i can be intimidating, but at the end of the day, i might just be your best friend.
I do not wish to hate but if i've been hated, i'll be more than please to return the favour.
Simply said..
I'm known as P G Tazzy Yana or Tazz. I'm 22. I have 1 daughter,ZAPHIA. I'm a part of P G.
And i'm happy with my life.