WHY? WHY? WHY?!
Why must this happen EVERY SINGLE time? I know i'm asking for the impossible if i were to wish that we never fight.
But hurting you is the worst i could do. & that is definitely something which i try very hard to avoid.. But yet it keeps happening every single time we're apart.
Baby, i know i've been rude at times & that it hurts. I'm sorry.. & believe me when i say i really really didn't mean to hurt you.
Baby, i love you more than anything else in the world & i dnt like to hurt you. But if this keeps happening every single time we're apart, i'm just afraid it's gonna ruin us.
All i can say right now is, i'm sorry. I really am. What with Grandma's weak condition, it just makes it worse.. Urgh! I feel so helpless.
Oh GOD, help me find the strength to get through all this. Help me find the strength to breathe. Please.