Tell me you need me.
Only me.
Tell me you want me.
Only me.
Tell me i'm the only one in your heart.
Only me.
Tell me you love me.
ONLY ME.
Pls..

I don't know what else to do to rid these feelings of jealousy. Maybe on my part, i reacted too much. I reacted wrongly. But a girls' intuition is never wrong. i knew she like you. I knew she wanted you to be hers. And seeing the way she looked at you just made me feel so insecured. Just made me feel like i was going to lose you. And for you to get angry when i told you what i felt, just made it muchmuch worse. I couldn't stop myself from sulking in front of your friends. I couldn't stop staring at her & giving her weird looks. But still, that shouldn't have made you scold me. That shouldn't have made you feel pissed. I felt like you were siding her rather than me. I'm sorry Love, but this feeling i have just can't be ignored. && i'm really scared. Scared that things are going to take a worse turn. For you & i.. We are both not like who we used to be. & it's scaring the shits out of me.

My birthday is coming & i'm really not looking forward to it. Because i don't want to celebrate it with you & i at wars. I want to celebrate it with my loved ones, happy & contented. But with the way things are going, i doubt that it's going to be a happy day at all. I hate my birthday! =_(