Do you still want to be with me till the end of time? Do you still want me?
WILL YOU STILL LOVE ME LIKE YOU ALWAYS DO?
What you said left me thinking. It really banged my head hard. I realised that i was already losing you without knowing.
Bit my bit, i was wearing you off and you finally uttered those undesirable words. And when you uttered those words, it made me cringe.
Cringe because my paranoia came back. And all those stupid thoughts came back. How could i have not see, that all these while i've been losing you with my attitude?
I'm sorry for all that i've done. I'm sorry for wearing you patience thin. And i'm sorry.. for making you feel this way.
I'm willing to take all the blame if it means still keeping you here with me. I don't care what people wanna say, cause i really can't take it anymore.
This feels like the first time i fell in love with you, where i was wary & cautious. I feel so sick.
So very very sick. =(
" I'm walking on thin ice. "