Finally. a proper post..
Well for one, i'm back from a short trip to Tioman.. stayed der for 3 days 2 nites. Baby Dee tagged along and was being the cuckoohead cause she has never went snorkling before. It was a blast, cause the last time i went on a family trip was 2 yrs back.. And this trip made me & my dad sort of connected again. =) i prefer to let the pictures do the talking but they are still with daddy so you guys just gotta wait.
I feel like i don't belong anymore. Maybe it was because of my long time away from them. But this feeling i'm having is just... too strong. I still feel like i'm being kept in the dark over some things & it's just hurting. I'll try to pretend that i don't sense anything but it's just too hard to control. Maybe it's time i went away for awhile. Maybe it's time i stay away from you guys for awhile. Maybe... you guys never needed me in the 1st place.