I'm dead beat after a long day at work. I feel like i'm gonna drop dead soon, but instead here i am crying.. stupid? I sure am. My mind is going bezerk thinking of stupid shits. Thinking of how he's got some other girl behind my back blablabla.. Not really sure what sparked this idiotic thoughts. 1 moment i was bloghopping & the next moment, i'm crying like some silly girl. Tsk.
Had a heated argument with one of the captains at work just now. I dwear to god that he is the biggest asshole i've ever met in my whole entire life. He's an idiot who talks too damn loud, a fucking pervert who won't stop looking at girl's boobies & an idiot who thinks that he's always right, even though he's always screwing things up. Oh yeah, a lazy ass too. I almost punched him the face but because of the great buddies i've made there, i just walked away. Sometimes i wish that the company would kick him out again, so we would have peace again. But then, if the idiot of the family is gone, then someone else would have to take his place right? Arrrghh whatever. I'm just talking crap so that i'll stop thinking of those stupid thoughts that Bby Love is cheating on me. I guess missing him too much made me think of all this stupid things. I'm sure that Bby Love ain't doing any of that. Let's just hope i can get myself to believing that every single second.
I think it's better if i went off to bed now. I'm just not in the right mind to think anything else.
P G Eesya, kau jgn ehk... Aku betol2 simpan laki aku dlm store sak nanti.. hahaha.
P G Keciq, i'm always here for you bby. I'm forever here. Believe in me, believe in yourself. I'll be beside you till all this ends. =)