(*Sumpah ni note tk perlu, but wat the heck..*
This post was supposedly to be posted yesterday,29th March. But due to my lazyness & because i had no mood,i chucked it aside. So don't mind the date.)

"I wanna cry but at the same time i'm laughing.. i wanna lie down and never wake up but yet i wanna go out and release this angst.. All this is too much for me to bear... I'm still smiling & laughing but inside me, something's changing.. I'm feeling a change in me, a change in my surroundings & i don't like it. "

Firstly, things btwn me & Bby Love are ok now.. No matter how i tried to let him go, he just wouldn't budge and say yes. He kept on insisting that he'll never leave me & never let me go... And to hear him crying on the other end of the line, just breaks my heart. I didn't want to leave him, i didn't want to let go.. but at that moment of time, i thought that it was the best thing to do.. because of some particular reasons.. buttt.. we're ok now. =)
No matter how i try, i just can't lie and make myself believe that i can leave him. Cause i just love him too much.

Bby, let's make this as a lesson to both of us. We both made mistakes & we
had to learn it the hard way, unfortunately. But it's all over now.. And we'll work through it again. I love you Hadidi Fadzly. I really do. I just can't deny the fact that, i'm ready to spend the rest of my life with YOU.

2ndly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY P Gs!!
Happy birthday.
Even though we didn't get to meet up & celebrate it, it is still a memorable day for me. Lets stay strong. Lets never give up on each other. Lets forever be as one. =)

P G.. Pompan Giler..
It was created out of random & out of boredom by me & Dee. We decided to just open it up for fun. We pulled friends in, getting them to know each other. We had hangouts, we had outings. We had fun. Originally, we were in P G just for fun. But it turned out to be much more.We began to feel the bond.
We became a FAMILY.
People began to notice us, because we were different. We dared to be different. We dared to be OURSELVES. And 1 by 1, each of the P Gs followed our footsteps. 1 by 1, they opened up & we became closer. Even though some have gone MIA or have backed out, we still stood strong. Throughout the 1 year since P G was born, we have always had fights, misunderstandings & miscommunications. But we still manage to resolved it. We hated one another, we fight , we cursed, we even gossipped about each other. But in our hearts, we knew we still needed each other. We knew that the bond we shared couldn't be forgotten just like that. Some came, stayed.. some even went away. But the few of us who still sticked to each other, we were blessed. We were blessed to have known each other, to have hated each other & to have learn. And i am PROUD to be a part of P G. No matter how people hated us, or criticised us.. it didn't matter. Cause we know, we're not fake. We know we will still have each other no matter what. And for that, i wanna say,
Thank you Girls. Thank you for staying. Thank you for putting up with my behaviour. Thank you for being my, FAMILY. =)

To Eesya, i've already forgave you. So don't worry. And whoever
said you were out of P G? You were the one that pulled yourself out. No matter
what, u're still & forever will be a part of P G. It might take a while for
me to forget what has happened, but don't worry. I have already forgiven you. =) Oh yah, why the heck are you so scared of me? Aku mkn org keee??
=p