17 December 2008 1:06 PM
Oh wow.
I never never for once thought i would wake up to tears.
I opened my eyes wth a smile, cause i just had a great dream & i missed him, but he had to go breaking my heart so early.
He who said, "I want this to last long".. finally gave up on me. Finally let me go.
Was i so blinded to think that we would last?

Boy , listen up.
Yes it's true Haziq is still on my mind but havent i tell you before that i've decided to forget about him & wanted to try it out with you?
Didn't i tell u all that? Then why,for goodness sakes, why did u have to send me that msg?!
I can't believe this. I really can't. But i have to.. Since he wants it,i'm gonna grant his wish.
Too bad though. It was really a beautiful thing.
Yes, i may have been harsh to you at times, or even unfair. But u know what i'm going through now.But i guess i wasn't clear enough for you to see that i loved you very much. And u had to go and turn things around by breaking my heart & leaving me hanging when i needed you.

Alfian, I'm sorry if i wasn't clear with you or that i was harsh with you at times. I'm really really sorry. But if this is what you want, then take care. I wish you all the best. Goodbye.



"Never again. Never again am i going to trust words. Cause they'll only end up breaking my heart. And i hate myself for believing we could work it out. Now i'm only left with a broken heart,no one to love. And to think,he was the only reason that made me want to wake up in the mornings."


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I've withstand the harshest pain & hurt a human can get. My weakness is love. And i'll do anything for the people i love. I've been told that i can be intimidating, but at the end of the day, i might just be your best friend. I do not wish to hate but if i've been hated, i'll be more than please to return the favour. Simply said.. I'm known as P G Tazzy Yana or Tazz. I'm 22. I have 1 daughter,ZAPHIA. I'm a part of P G. And i'm happy with my life.

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