My mood has been terrible these days. I've got no mood to smile or laugh. Not even to talk. Sometimes i force myself to smile & laugh and it's only making my mood worse. Tsk.

Right now.. I'm sick. AGAIN. And it seriously is bringing my mood down even more. & what with the current situation ongoing.. Haiz. I seriously wish i would sleep & nvr wake up.
And! having u in my life right now sure isn't helping at all either dude. Yan, get a grip. Your family needs u. Ur wife, ur kids. I am no longer a part of your life since the day i found out u were married. So pls, stop calling me. I don't wish to be the cause of ur marital breakdown. Pls, forget about me, move on. Accept what GOD has given u and be glad with it. Stop looking for me, stop calling me. Cause it's only going to make me hate u more. And i don't think it's best i hate anyone right now. Cause it will only lead to myself being depressed more. So pls Yan, let me go. Forget about me. What we had was a thing in the past, & it shall nvr happened again.
Gd bye.