I feel like crying.. I feel like dying.. I feel like taking a knife and just fucking sticking it into my damn chest. It is hurting ever so badly and it is certainly affecting my recovery process..
Every now and then when i thought it was all forgotten, i would suddenly get tensed up again and start crying all over again. And it is definitely making my asthma a whole lot worse. Can i pls go out and just get drunk? Pls. Cause it's the only way i can forget about all that is happening now. Cause seriously, i nd to get better. This asthma is seriously starting to kill me.
Urgh!