06 December 2008 6:43 AM
And just when i thought things were going smoothly, it just had to turn itself around and ruin it for me. Haiz.
Why? Why? Why?
Why can't i for once just find something that will make me happy and not change? Oh gosh.
I'm delusional right now. Always wishing for things i know could never happen. Always asking for the impossible. But what can i do? I'm on the verge of seriously giving up.. & if just one more thing happens, it will be the sign to tell me to stop & give up. I just can't go through all these anymore. It hurts too much. What with Haziq's situation still ongoing, now this? Urgh..! I seriously hate my life right now. It seems to be perfect, only to be in pieces behind closed doors. I seriously hope that history doesn't repeat itself. But somehow or rather, it already has.
Fuck it lah. Why am i rambling on & on here when i'm drowning in my tears.
The fact now is that, i hate my life. And i hate myself. Why? Because i made myself believe the impossible. AGAIN.
Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.
I believe i'm the stupidest person alive right now for believing that it was my time. Tsk.


Author
I've withstand the harshest pain & hurt a human can get. My weakness is love. And i'll do anything for the people i love. I've been told that i can be intimidating, but at the end of the day, i might just be your best friend. I do not wish to hate but if i've been hated, i'll be more than please to return the favour. Simply said.. I'm known as P G Tazzy Yana or Tazz. I'm 22. I have 1 daughter,ZAPHIA. I'm a part of P G. And i'm happy with my life.

Tagboard

Affiliates
♥♥Zai.
♥♥DianaLush
♥♥Nalo
♥♥P G Kykie
♥♥P G Rocksteady
♥♥P G Keciq
♥♥P G Shidah
♥♥P G Que
♥♥Lynn Tai
♥♥Wawa

Misc.

Reminisce.
P G Tazzy Yana.
Copyright © 2009, All rights reserved.