It was damn hard till my lips bled. lol. The next day after i woke up, i was down with high fever & my right cheek had bloated fucking bad. Tsk.
Luckily now, it has subsided tremendously & i look much better.
I'm here blogging cause i'm waiting for time to get ready and go to the dentist. Yes! Today will be
the day i take out my braces! *i hope*
Cause the doctor said that if everything was fine, then he will take it out for me.. If not, then i'll have to wait for awhile longer.
YAY!
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I've been thinking too much about Haziq these days. Out of nowhere, he will suddenly occupy my mind.. making me miss him.. making me want to see him. But since his court date, i havent heard any news from his family.. So i'm nt sure how he is or whether he still wants to see me or not. Haiz.
On the other hand, I think i fell for Yat too fast. Maybe it was on impulse cause i missed being in loved. I missed having someone special. And because of that, i put too much hopes on him. And now, i've finally realised that he & i will never be together. Cause he is still hurt after his recent relationship & he has other girls which he can choose from. But funny thing is that, there was once when my msn personal msg was ," HE WAS ONLY MEANT TO BE A FRIEND & NOTHING MORE. NOT SOMEONE WHO I THOUGHT HE COULD BE."
And surprisingly, he nudged me & told me not to put that up. Cause he said he doesn't want to rush into things.. And let time tell what happen.
It's true what he said. Maybe i'm rushing myself into things.
But on the other hand, his EX is still pestering him. Is still questioning him whenever he goes out with girls. And also the fact that he has options open.
Tsk. I miss being in love. I miss being someone's "SPECIAL" one. I miss being myself. =_(