"dag dug dag dug dag dug..."
The heart beating faster & faster at the sight of him. And it suddenly stops beating when she saw him with another girl. She thought he cared, she thought he loved.. Only to find out the truth that he did care, he did love.. but only as a "FRIEND".
The hopes she had.. the dreams she felt were crushed. She had fallen in love with someone who loves another. And she was too blinded by the love to see what was happening right in front of her.


Sounds familiar? Maybe it happened to you? =)
Nope. It's not what's happening to me right now. It's just something i had in my mind since a few days ago. Don't know why i kept thinking bout this "particular" past, which i thought meant nothing to me. Maybe because what i'm feeling now for "hubby" is abit similar? Maybe.. Maybe not.

These moodswings i've been having is seriously irritating the hell out of me. Cause 1 moment, i can be very very hyper & the next i can be very pissed off. I don't know what's the cause of this. Just that it just happens just ike that. And it hurts seeing me hurting people i care about get fucked by me for nothing. And i'm still deciding on whether i should quit or not. This job just doesn't seem to fascinate me anymore. & i don't look forward to going to work, like i used to.
So maybe, just maybe.. By end of this yr... I'm outta there. Only a few knows & they are already screwing me up. Hmm. We'll see lah people. If things just don't pick up for me, then it might be sooner than the expected date.
Haiz.
I hate my fucking self.