It hurts knowing the person you love is now loving someone else. It really hurts.
I don't know whether he's doing it to spite me or if he's really in love. But if he is really in love, then all i can say is i'm happy for you Zam. and i wish u all the best.

It seriously hurts like fuck now. Cause thinking bout him with another girl is just making my mind go insane. All i could do is think of him, talk about him, look at his pictures.
I seriously don't know what is wrong with me.
One moment i'll be laughing away, and suddenly i will be very silent and think about him. I've begun searching for new jobs. Cause the best way to forget him is to get as far away from him. Even if it means leaving the job i love so much, and leaving my ZOUK family. I have to, for my own best.

I HATE MYSELF for being weak.
I HATE MYSELF for not letting go.
I HATE MYSELF for loving you.
=_(