I don't have the mood to do anything nowadays.
Smiling and laughing just seems so fake right now. Each time i try to crack a joke or laugh, i'll end up stopping in the middle of laughters. Haiz.
Going to work seems like a routine for me... I used to look forward going to work, but now it's just dragging myself just for the sake of working.
I'm not too sure what's happening to myself..
Maybe my depression is back.. Cause i'm seriously feeling very depressed right now..
But hey, it's got nothing to do with Zam. Cause i've already started to forget about him.. And dat shud be a good thing right?
But it seems dat i'm sinking deeper and deeper into my depression state.
Haiz. I feel so empty inside me. Like i'm missing something. Only i don't know what it is.

I hate this feeling. This feeling of NUMB-ness. I hate it so much. =_(