Funny how things can be sometimes. 1 moment u're attached and in love and the next, you're single and feeling lonely. I'm not complaining much bout being single.. It's just that i miss the "Miss you", "love you" & the "REPORTING". You know what i mean. Whenever u reach work and you're on the way back, and you msg that special someone telling them about it.
It seems that everone is in love nowadays. Bestie already has a bf. And a few friends just got attached. I'm happy for them.. truly. But sometimes it hurts seeing people in love. Cause i miss being in love.
Guess i was too comfortable living a life where i know someone will love me, till now when i'm single... i got lost.
Not that i don't have my fair share of suitors. I do. Just that sometimes i feel like i wanna be alone and not fall in love again. Cause i'm still scared. 50% wants to be loved, yet the other 50 wants to be alone.
Haiz.. Complicated lah. All i know now is that i'm happy being single yet i get hurt seeing people in love. Amcm ckp? lol.

That's why nowadays i look forward to going to work and be in the company of colleagues, cause they take my mind of love. But once i'm all alone, i'll start to to think about love, and i'll be staring at an empty space the next moment. And soon to be followed by tears. Haiz. I just don't understand myself sometimes. Oh well. Neither would u. lol.



HALLOWEEN's COMING! THIS FRIDAY! And so is my payyyy! Hahaha.